Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Why Is It?

That when I've been working harder for the past 4 years at something than I've worked harder on anything else in my whole life - it doesn't seem to get easier.

In fact, it seems to get harder.

So very much harder.

Leaving me to feel like a huge failure.

8 comments:

Dirty Pirate Hooker said...

Because you get better and better at it, and then it becomes more challening! Or some shit like that.

I'm sorry.

rubyredruca said...

That sucks! Cheer up, you have awesome hair. Be shallow with me. j/k

Pam said...

I'm sorry you are down! I hate when I put everything into something and it doesn't go as I would like. I hope things get better and you feel more 'up' soon!

(((BIG HUGS)))

KaritaG said...

Just a theory, but this seems to happen to me when I have to work with other people and it's like they realize that I am going to bust my ass no matter what...so they can all slack off, because they know I will pick it up.

I'm sorry. I know how you feel, and it sucks!

Anne said...

Sorry you're feeling this way, hope things get better.

Kellie said...

You? So NOT a failure.

Stop thinking that. If you continue to think that, I will be forced to come out there, kick your ass, steal your shoes and your cupcakes.

Got it?

:)

doggybloggy said...

you are not a failure...and I akeep seeing these aprons on various blogs across the land - is there a MAN version? Not gay man just regular man - while gay is good for gays it isnt for me thats all...what do they cost? I recently recieved a black vinyl or naugahide one hand made specifically for me from mexico it looks like I am the S&M cook...plus it defeats the purpose as things that splash on it drip right off...on to my feet.

Trouble said...

This was tauntingly and enticingly vague. Care to share further?